how people on the spectrum cope with being parents???

of course I'm not the only one...I never said that I was ...I just been searching high and low about anyone who has similar experiences to mine...but can't find ....everybody on the spectrum finds it hard, but not impossible ...I had 2 suicide attempts since I had both kids, I just need my space one way or the other ... and my problem is that I only got married because couldn't live independently and wanten to separate ever since we started living together ; having kids was never in my plans too, but my  husband insisted on having a family ...so good for you! if you can , stay the way you are ...marriage is over-rated...

of course I'm not the only one...I never said that I was ...I just been searching high and low about anyone who has similar experiences to mine...but can't find ....everybody on the spectrum finds it hard, but not impossible ...I had 2 suicide attempts since I had both kids, I just need my space one way or the other ... and my problem is that I only got married because couldn't live independently and wanten to separate ever since we started living together ; having kids was never in my plans too, but my  husband insisted on having a family ...so good for you! if you can , stay the way you are ...marriage is over-rated...