My current psychiatrist says I am autistic and has referred me for assessment (I'm 51).
I have suffered recurring depression all my life, and now recognise some of this is due to autistic burnout.
His diagnosis is ?Bipolar II .
Is this a common autistic co-morbidity?
My main issues with depression is low self esteem, perfectionism, inability to socialise/make friends (loneliness, not enjoying being with crowds or no interest in 'usual' social things). I just feel useless/a failure having tried so hard to fit in and failed.
How do I find out if any of my issues are because of autism, and how do I drag myself out of depression if they are?
Sorry to be miserable :-(
TIA