I'm finally home

I will say before i start,   I have had a bottle of wine  .saying that ,I want to tell you i  how i feel truthfully . I Finally found my way home,  I have searched for 55 years to belong somewhere , And i relate to you all,    It makes me cry , so much man..it breaks my heart that I couldn't work out what was wrong with me years ago.  I think life could of been so much different 

it took me two hours  write this lol but I'm so drunk lol, 

I love all,,  I feel I've finally come home.........................

I  did some iq 50 test or whatever it was called test and scored  37 test last week so i  think I'm in the club 

I love you you all

i know some people suffer more than others but i will try to be there for you all

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  • Number i spent 17 yrs in AA with period of 5 years without without drinking,

    i only ever drank because of bad depression or meltdowns . to be honest i don't understand where your coming from

    I kind of control my drinking now , for me its to deal in social situations which of course i struggle with and of course every autistic person struggles with .   Its up to everyone on the site to decide how they deal with social situations.  I'm not going to give advice on how they should deal with it . I know a lot of people on the site  have stopped drinking

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