My Wildlife holidays.

Iv decided to do a forum on my wildlife holidays where I can tell you about my holiday rather than just sending pictures 

cause iv been on lots of them this year rather than only sending photos. also proper  trips il tell you about and add photos to go with it on this post aswell.  cause it will be easyer and better for me but is also  for holidays cause im going on lots of holidays this year and it deserves its own thread in this sense. 

my first holiday I went on this year was Wales. I went to Snowdonia near the national park 

we saw a lamma and a  pony

with  the view we got from the cottage we stayed in was of the sea 

Jackdaws perched on the buildings when we watched tv we went for a walk and I got great pictures of the moutains 

you could see them on the beach outline at the beach the waves I saw a literally called gray heron fly past 

the waves crashed against the rocks and became fully submerged until they broke and forced its way over.  my long lens saved my life by getting me up close enough to photograph the waders and I saw Great crested grebes.

back at the cottage herring gulls at Jackdaws

 the next day we went to the waterfalls I saw yellow gorse.

the water level was high but not flooded. it was a adventure and the gorse made it look colourful

it was massive then we went down the mountain the next day we went to the sea again and I saw a cormerent. there was lots of bladder wrack which is a type of seaweed. 

seaweed are actualy a type of algae. some can surve out the water for a certain period of time. others dont survive as well it depends on the type cause theres different types of seaweed. 

this one is normaly mistake for seaweed but is actualy a type of animal instead 

in July 

im very used to wildlife watching in the uk and while I have been to menorca I havnt wildlife watched there cause I didnt have an interest in Wildlife then so this was my first time wildlife watching in a different country. 

I allways have to wear ear defenders when i go to the air port but they had disability asistance. I had to improvise cause the person that supports me that went with me hasnt gone on holiday with me before and didnt know what to say or do with my sensory challanges at the airport. the person that was with me said she thinks il be fine but I knew cause of my autism cant deal with crowds so I said I have autism and I dont like crowds so would it be ok to go where its less busy or quiter and so she took me through. there was a point where we wernt sure if I had to take my ear defenders off at the part where you have to walk through and them see if you got metal on you so I asked the lady there if I could keep them on and she went off to ask the person behind the thing you have to walk through. I was very anxious at this point. it was time to put our items on the coveyerbelt and walk through the metal thing. The person with me for the holiday and me still didnt know so I was panicing inside and i was told to take them off by the person taking me which i was reluctant to do but the plaine lady came over and thumbed up us saying not to take them off and that  i can keep them on and we went through. the flight was delayed by an hour. but it was no ones fault cause they had to help somone who couldnt walk onto the plane. so we walked and stopped every 5 minutes so people were joking about that and inpatient at the same time. eventually we got on though at last. I filmed the take off and we went over the bay of biscay on the way to Tenerife 

when landing I saw mount tede from above the clouds.

the next day I saw a canarian chiffchaff 

and I saw a Spanish sparrow for the first time. they were breeding at the hotel.

but one of my biggest highlights was snorkeling for the very first time

and the dolphins which i got to see for the very first time

 and mount tede a active volcano with many species only found on that mountain I saw crystal on a rock 

that was the last day. the next day we went on a trip but when it came to packing bags for the trip. I put my bag with the plastic bag on it ontop of my suitcase then gave it to her with the plastic bag on it but took it off and thought that she was going to put the bag in cause it didnt only have my stuff in the bag and as far as I knew the plastic bag was in the boot but at some point in the journey I wondered where the bag was and thought it might be in the boot cause i couldnt see it in the back. we checked the boot and it wasnt there. 

my ear defenders got left behind which was problomatic cause the person with me wasnt willing to go back and get the ear defenders and  soon we had to go to the air port. I was highly anxious and I found it diffucult getting her to understand the why it is important enough that we do have to go back anf get them we bought some silenceing headphones as an emergancy cause otherwise I wouldnt of been able to get on the plane. we went through disability asisstance. the plane was delayed by a couple of hours and we wernt able to get on until midnight. a teenager had a go in a wheelchair and a little boy was going up and down a slope behind me which i found acted as visual stimulation and made my anxiety worse. it isnt thetre fault its just cause im autistic but thanfuly things did cam down and at 12 o'clock we  lined up and got on the plane and came back to the uk by 4 or 5 oclock in the morning. 

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  • today is the day 

    today is the day I need to get it sent. im haveing alot of trouble.  even though i got some things to help with it on here. the thing is its one of those situations where its just not suitable and you cant put it any other way.  im worried she will asume none of what i say are valid reasons for a move cause i finding it so diffuclt

    although i can undertsand that she wpuld like to know why in the world im not happy in the care home after her meeting  from staff and Mum that was based on there perspectives.  there are some things that cant really be exsplained easily if its a situation where it just isnt and its one of those things that its not something that can be just exsplained away or  easily exsplained and  you have been in a care home long enough to know this its not that there doing anyhting wrong and  its not a case of possible improvemnts but that its just not suitable.

    for instance I have already told the social worker the day that i told her i wasnt happy here when she asked well the thing is its just not suitable i cant put into words or exsplain the reasons why and that theres too many reasons to count so i cant really say them all and the overall gist of it is that it isnt so i dont undertsand why she wants to know cause it just isnt thats the gist of things.

    I i thought that if i said no and told her why  and as it is  that i didnt think i would have to exsplain the reasons or have to give reasons that she would see as good reasons for me to move i thought what i said was a vaild reason enough.

    the thing is im not trying to be diffucult but i get the feelling that may of been how she took it when I saw her as im being instructed to do what i said i cant do which is tell her all the many and wide variety of  reasons why

    i thinkk  if she cant respect the fact ii cant put into words the reasons and state them as well as her exspectations say i should then i doubt she will when i send them thats the thing if i ever even manage to i cant exsplain the reasons why about the way the house works iv only put it as it is on my list 

     I told her when i saw her that  i cant really exsplain them to her cause its just one of those things and idealy i think she should need a list as to the reasons why if i cant vocalise them if i say its just one of those things its just one of those things thats the gist of things that is the thing. iv been researching the care home to see if it will help but still nothing so far its just puting into words that the reasons dont mean the place has a problom or they could improve its just that it just isnt suitable and to me i would of thought she would understand that but she didnt that day. I only have today to send this to Mum and so far I have not descibed things the way they would like or exspect me to. 

    its not the what would make the another place better but rather the reason side i dont know why it is i cant exsplain the reasons even though i know them other than it is hard to exsplain and something just feells wrong about this in that i dont think it is right she knows i cant put things into words and has put preasure on me and Mum to tell her the reasons when she knows i just cant get them out my mouth or on paper for Mum to send 

    it makes it look as if i dont have any good reasons even though i have many and i risk not being belived due to not being able to tell her or not telling her the only thing is i dont know why i cant put it into words if i did that would make things so much easyer but for some reason i just cant 

  • Hi Zo. I am sorry that you are feeling anxious so close to Monday.

    If I may, can I try and summarise one of the things that you bring up a lot...

    "As you know, I am autistic. Autistic people like me have sensory sensitivities that non-autistic people don't really understand and are hard to explain. The inhabitants and the staff of the home generate a lot of noise that add to my anxiety. This is a problem for autistic people even when they do not have learning difficulties. Non-autistic people do not understand why this is a problem, but I found one explanation online:"

    How Do We Process Sensory Information?

    Think of your brain and nervous system as a controller, taking in information from your senses, deciding what's important, and choosing how to react. Example: Your boss comes to your cubicle to talk. A florescent light flickers overhead, a co-worker laughs in the next cubicle, and a microwave whirrs in the break room. However, your brain filters out those sights and sounds so you can focus on what your boss is saying.

    Someone with autism may process information from their senses differently. He may be unable to filter out irrelevant noises or sights, such as, in the previous example, the microwave or flickering light. Or he may find certain sounds, lights, or textures to be severely distracting or uncomfortable. Some suspect that sensory problems may be triggers for other behaviours often found in autism

  • Iv decided to do one question at a time but its hard to do it without being too direct or too  matter of fact and the gist of things. 

    i dont know if we can show writeing or not so iv now just written via typing instead 

    so far iv written 

    Why does he want to move to alertnative acomodation 

    to go to a better care home 

    better place for independence 

    better envirement 

    question 2 

    can he tell me the reasons for exactly why hes not  happy at the care home 

    lets just say thats not all been done yet 

     question 3

    what does he hope to achieve in a move 

    same as above 

    im not sure if its cause of the way the questions are phrased

    iv asked Mum what the last question means and she said

    It means what what would be better in a different accommodation  

    so I think it is how it was phrased 

  • Iv also asked if she could ask if the social worker could give me an exxstra day but mum said she wont ask cause she said Monday. the reason one is number 2. 

  • I dont think so. she needs it the answer to all of them. im even more anxious now cause its so late and iv asked Mum if we can send it tomarow instead of this evening cause then it will be finsihed but she hasnt repyed so my anxiety is riseing that she will either say no or not respond. im typing it up on a document to make it eayer. it seems to be the reason one im struggling most with puting down onto paper 

  • Will they understand your answer 2? "That's not all been done yet". If you can maybe say a bit more? I have to go to bed now, Zo. I hope that you are OK and can get this out of the way.

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  • Iv also asked if she could ask if the social worker could give me an exxstra day but mum said she wont ask cause she said Monday. the reason one is number 2. 

  • I dont think so. she needs it the answer to all of them. im even more anxious now cause its so late and iv asked Mum if we can send it tomarow instead of this evening cause then it will be finsihed but she hasnt repyed so my anxiety is riseing that she will either say no or not respond. im typing it up on a document to make it eayer. it seems to be the reason one im struggling most with puting down onto paper