Published on 12, July, 2020
I'm bored. Ya know, It feels so hot right now, and not very comfortable here in UK. (Despite efforts at cross ventilation.)
Even though I hate pubs, drinking and socializing, I'm almost forced to go out. ( I have OCD, ADHD, and various disorders...)
It's the dilemma I face everyday. Stay inside and watch youtube, do nothing. Or go out and talk to people. ( I just want sex, i don't care for chit chat.)
I know people...strange people, some even dangerous. But I wouldn't call them friends.
How do you cope?
(Autism is basically, a social curse and black mark against a person. It really is one of the worst things ever.)
Nope. My life is of being drawn away in currents dragging me down into abyss, occasionally i surface now and again, and I experience this thing called 'happy' like a shipwreck on a desert island, churned up from the raging stormy depths...wow i'm so poetic, must be the weed
If it makes you feel happy, go do it.Problem solved.
Well, I nearly scored, but woman was playing games with me, maybe another time. Whatever. Indifference. Wanted me to walk her home, but then changed her mind. WHAT DOES IT MEAN...aaww well, whatever.
Good luck with that.
You sound like me about ten years ago, Ended up becoming a recluse in the end. Now I'm scared to go out at all. Definitely persevere with NT's if you can. Stay away from bad influences though and try not to get drawn to people who are edgy.
Well I'm going out lads, see ya.