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Max's Morning Mayhem

Max has left the platform (them/they)
10 months ago

It is yet another day where I have woken up hating the world and most especially myself 

Because yesterday was so awful I went to bed at 9 p.m. I went to sleep, woke five times in the night, snored, experience sleep apnea  according to the app, and woke up  with back pain, knee pain, feet pain, sweating like a pig with clothes wet through and clinging to me, desperate for the toilet and so uncoordinated I walked into the bedroom door. 

I have tried to put my loops in but my ears produce so much gunk in the night I can't do it, I wake up and vomit snot like I've been sniffing all night, this combination is just making me meltdown more and more 

Folks this i breaking me. Doctors don't pay any attention to what I'm saying and I'm sodding miserable. I cannot start a day regulated and if I win it back it is easily lost. 

I know there's nothing anybody can do and I have given up asking doctors they just don't listen to what I'm telling them.

I don't even know what I hope you guys can give me, but I am so tired of being alone with this

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  • 10 months ago

    I'm sorry to hear you are struggling so much with mornings currently. I'm not really sure what to suggest with the physical symptoms. It's hard when doctors don't even try to understand.

    I know when I start the day extremely anxious it is hard to regain control and the day can become a complete write off. I find that having a routine can help somewhat, as long as something doesn't disrupt that then it's easier to calm and regain control.

    Max has left the platform (them/they) said:

    And now ppl are marking my comments as abuse. 

    Bye.

    I'm sure it's the automated spam filter that is flagging your comments, not that anyone is marking them as abuse. The wording on the emails needs to change and I've raised that issue with the community manager previously. Basically if it gets flagged as soon as you post it's the oversensitive automated spam filter at work.

    Don't worry, it happens to most of us at times and is frustrating.

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  • 10 months ago

    I'm sorry to hear you are struggling so much with mornings currently. I'm not really sure what to suggest with the physical symptoms. It's hard when doctors don't even try to understand.

    I know when I start the day extremely anxious it is hard to regain control and the day can become a complete write off. I find that having a routine can help somewhat, as long as something doesn't disrupt that then it's easier to calm and regain control.

    Max has left the platform (them/they) said:

    And now ppl are marking my comments as abuse. 

    Bye.

    I'm sure it's the automated spam filter that is flagging your comments, not that anyone is marking them as abuse. The wording on the emails needs to change and I've raised that issue with the community manager previously. Basically if it gets flagged as soon as you post it's the oversensitive automated spam filter at work.

    Don't worry, it happens to most of us at times and is frustrating.

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