Published on 12, July, 2020
So now I've known this girl for 5 years. I have a crush on her and I love her kisses from her and I turned red when she kissed me on the hand. She's my first kiss. I had my first kiss on Monday 8 August 2022. And now I want more kisses from her, me and her have had 6 kisses in total and that's impossible now because of 2 reasons, because the club that we both go to says kissing is inappropriate and last Monday I asked her to kiss me and she said no. She doesn't even want to meet up outside the club so I can kiss her. All my friends and the club leaders say I can't kiss my crush inside the club. I promised my youth leaders I won't kiss anyone. I keep on getting in trouble for trying to kiss girls.
I phoned her today and she said over the phone that she will tell my youth leader if I don't leave her alone and when I asked her to go out to town with her.
Thanks,
I really want a girlfriend and that I can kiss.
I'm going to agree with the majority of people. If I was you I would calm it down for a few weeks and let her chase you. If she's interested she will come running to you and you can discuss a relationship, otherwise it may have just been a one time thing.
It can be confusing in these situations and even people who have experience in this sort of thing don't 100% know what to do.
Yes, one has to face reality and sometimes, move on to pastures new. I've been there myself and I could tell you how it's affected me after all these years. If you purchase a copy of my publication, 'My Life with Autism,' you would find the challenges that I had to face besides the tough period of adolescence.