Published on 12, July, 2020
Does anyone else feel like I do?I feel lonely and desperate for friends to talk to but at the same time I don't like having to talk to people and I want to be at home with just me and my family and shut the world out and not have to see anyone or text anyone
It feels like quite a contradiction but so does much of my life
Also, I think its hard for me as I feel I can't truly be myself with most people, especially NT's
I dunno, I think I relate at least somewhat to that. I don't need friends, but I still want them, friends are still nice to have even if they aren't essential to me.
With "Social Credit Scoring" looming on all our horizons as soon as they can get that CBDC thing off the ground, then the number and quality of friends you have may well be part of the calculus applied to determine your income...
Friends have been essential to me, in the past. Lacking meaningfull family ties, it was make new "Family" or be a hermit.
Sorry to hear that you lacked meaningful family ties. But what do you mean by CBDC? From your approximate description I don't think it will ever be implemented as a lot of top scientific jobs do not allow for the most vibrant social lives.