Hi guys
Recently I have been attending long assessments. Last week was four hours online. Yesterday was in person for three hours.
I wanted to be in person at the facility so travelled on two buses for one and a half hours. Was excited to go. All intense had to take a break and pop to a cafe. Now nearly finished. It is all going ahead. Can’t go back now and the assessor said yes I am Autistic but has to wait for results from the Lorna Wing Centre. I have gone splat!. Exhausted and feel very strange. Nearly had panic attacks yesterday because of fear and stigma concepts even though I have recently met lots of Autistics and know we are all human and no longer thought I was an alien. Not sure what is happening to me. Hope I have done the right thing. No turning back. Who am I. Do I exist lol! Is this really true? I feel a bit better this evening.
I like the disco assessment and thought it would be better for myself because of the complexity of stuff. Is this really me.
what’s going to happen now. I hope my horrible phobias don’t get worse again. Sorry folks.
love to you all.
