Finding love and dating with Autism and Trust issues

Despite what others might say and think about me, whether or not they think that I have Autism, at the end of the day, I just want a warm and loving relationship with someone who just loves and accepts me for who I am.

I have never experienced a romantic relationship (Been kissed) due to school and the workplaces in which I have been situated, where people have seemingly got on with me, they eventually turned against me for no explainable reason, I have a mistrust of people.

Has anyone else experienced this before?