I'm so stressed at the moment. My family basically my dad and brothers are always arguing and running each other in to the ground, actually it's my dad and oldest brother being horrible to my other brother who is autistic but they think he's just "arrogant" because he doesn't speak. I have autism as well and was diagnosed first but no one believes my brothers diagnosis. I feel bad for him, I offer him support and encouragement but I feel like he more wishes he could turn to his dad. If I was him I'd be feeling unloved and alone at the moment.
This is so much pressure. There's a horrible atmosphere at home and my anxiety is really bad. I struggle with coping with anxiety, I get lost in it, unable to cope and function. Two years ago a stressful event actually ended with me being sectioned and I have a horrible feeling it's going that way again, this time I don't think I'd get let home as last time they were reluctant to let me leave. I've told everyone in my house I struggle with stress, that I don't want to go back to hospital but they don't listen. I don't know what to do. My brother has had enough and told me he's moving out, my dad won't stop him and my other brother is really horrible and is happy with this.
I hate my family they make me sad and stressed.
