Discovered due to flash backs and my mind being like a film being rewound found out I got complex ptsd due to my past my present self feel the world is dangerous and scared of walking alone anywhere its literally stopping me coping with life.
Discovered due to flash backs and my mind being like a film being rewound found out I got complex ptsd due to my past my present self feel the world is dangerous and scared of walking alone anywhere its literally stopping me coping with life.
I'm sorry to hear about your nan. I'm sure you did everything you could to support her. Yeah school sucked... my neighbour's daughter bullied me through primary and then secondary school. She gave me a death threat on the bus in yr9. A group of 30 kids ganged up on me in a circle that surrounded me and called me names. I had multiple meltdowns where I ran out of lessons because the other kids wouldn't stop tormenting me.
Mine is bk to school was bullied severely stuck my fears in my face had my hands over my ears crying and they even took the time to torment me with horror doll aswell brought it over on purpose jus to frighten me even more never could stick up for myself when I tried to it backfired worse  had psychotic episodes due to this to. Also my nan was my best friend who made my life worth living then she unexpectly died blamed myself for her death coz I was meant to stay there I changed my mind soon as that happened I had a bad feeling something was going to occur she had a stroke, got told she be home in a couple of days then she had another I never got to say goodbye full of guilt and regret.
I'm sorry to hear. I get flashbacks in a loop stemming from school trauma too (not diagnosed). Just a friendly reminder that 'aspergers' is an outdated term referencing back to Hans Asperger- a neo nazi. Autism is the term you are looking for. I hope that you can find peace.