my post got deleted plz help

I honestly don't know why this keeps happening . i don't want anyone to comment . I was offline for 2 days and that was all . This week was the worst week for me . Being away from college made me feel more s************* and yeah(can't mention the word here) . It's boring and we didn't even have snow in Glasgow where I live . My Christmas went fine but the rest nothing and I'm bored I won't be back in college until 9th January and I don't know how long I can wait. I'm tired of staying at home . What's worse , my college laptop got hacked this week(AGAIN) yeah a know . what I was saying is I finally got a cpn a community psychiatric nurse for my issues . IDK what to do anymore . can someone tell me what to do to cure my boredom