So after a summer of working crazy hard to make up for a spell where I couldn't, I'm am yet again starting to feel myself drift.
I realise now that this drift away from NT mainstream happens repeatedly for me. Everytime I try again, to return to working regularly and making progress, I end up back in the drift. Questioning what's the point when I don't fit the mould, why do I need to socialise or see family when they don't seem to want to see me and don't seem interested in anything I am?
The Drift, towards the things I care about that make me feel whole, is, I feel, a calling away from the NT world of busy, loud, rhetorical, chaotic mess that has been designed badly for a neurotype that I have little interest in being anything like
Can anyone identify with this feelingof drifting away?