Hello
I have not been diagnosed with autism, but have always felt I don't fit in and am wondering now in later life if it is worth or even possible to try and get a formal diagnosis? What are your experiences please? I am a scientist who has no real friendships outside of work and I find it difficult to feel part of any groups and my own family. I am OK with one on one relationships, but I always need a time limit/exit strategy, so am wondering if this is a recognised sign? I find Christmas hard every year since I hate family gatherings and know that I will probably upset someone at some point. I suppose I was hoping that a formal diagnosis might make it easier to explain to people why I don't want to participate - but is that just me looking for excuses? Is there a reliable way I could self-assess before considering whether to waste anyone's time?
Thank you for listening.
K
