The payback for being savant is the negative self-talk; the joker in the mind which convinced me 23 years ago that I am Schizophrenic.
I had issues with my car defrosting slower, than expected, and I heard that voice telling me off; because I braved the elements.
Also, the voice went on about the possibility of being robbed, whenever I went to the shed to collect a bedsheets for tonight.
Today, I had a thumping headache. All the stress. It threw me off from my schedule.
Now, I feel dejected; again.
