Im f23 and autistic and i just hate socialising. ive had friends here and there at different points in my life but i always felt like I wasnt quite like them and it was still too draining to be around them often. I have my boyfriend of 2.5 yrs and I love him and hes definitely my best friend but I just wish sometimes I had someone else outside the relationship. now that im done school and working full time i dont meet people often and im very hesistant to join clubs/classes as im already exhausted all the time from work and I just dont want to fall into masking habits for people I may or may not even like. and i work for a small company of people all much older than me with nothing in common and they dont know im autistic (they just think im weird) so i think im just at a dead end for this point in my life, just wanted to vent. thanks for reading lol