update of how I've been

Still not recovered but better . I didn't do suicide because my friend who is 17 and I'm 19 from school named Holly she's a mental health ambassador and well um she talked to me for 1h and same for my friend Georgia on Instagram . My friends keep me alive no matter how I feel and now I feel better . today is the 2nd day I've been happy this week so yeah . My friends are the people who are trying to keep me alive . Thanks everyone