this week I had good days and bad days unlike yesterday the other days this week were an emotional rollercoaster with stuff happening on Monday and then the rest of the week went fine even today. but not I am listening to music while crying in the college building in a bathroom. Next week I can't email anyone until Wednesday or Thursday which idk how I'm going to survive but yeah. I well have 10 people helping me with my mental health + mental health experts and um well idk what to do now. Not gonna mention names here rn because of their privacy and safety.
All this is because of my friend Sarah who works with me she's my development worker for 6 months she finishes with me in January and idk. I'm being seen by an actual psychiatrist in December and idk how to feel anymore tbh. And I need a psychologist too but idk.
the reason why all this happened is that well Sarah she last week emailed me on Wednesday she has a family emergency going on and won't be able to talk to me on WhatsApp or email for 2 weeks and now idk what to do. I managed to stay alive without her for 9 days now yeah I can't count .
