The insanity of the modern world

I sat with my beautiful daughter the other day in a MHU admittance assement, she keeps trying to kill herself at the mum's house

Now I sat with medical professionals, the usual array of expertise, and listened whilst they spoke to my daughter and assessed her 

At no point did they mention or enquire about the most important part of her Anatomy and that is the Amygdala 

E.G.  

They have since she first jumped with the enthusiastic aid of her NT mother, Given her SSRI for serotonin deficiencies 

OK again I have never heard a doctor describe the reason for the deficiencies and attempt to treat the Whole system 

The approach is always of worshipping the cortex, so they treat the cortex in the first instance 

So, the science is You go to sleep in deep sleep your brain produces melatonin for a few hours, when light first hits your eyes, all the melatonin produced switches to serotonin and the brain is flooded with serotonin, 

Making you feel ALIVE and joyous 

So these stupid (only because they have been taught nothing and are in fact deceived through thier entire education) doctors go straight to the cortex, 

Must be a issue with the cortex, so we will try to replace the missing serotonin in quite a brutal and harmful way if we are honest with SSRI 

And will can with drugs also switch the cortex off and induce sleep, 

Do those drugs produce deep melatonin producing sleep ? 

NO they don't 

That means there is no biological scientific reason to give these drugs at all, other than to make the doctors and the NT parents' feel better about themselves 

I repeat there is no scientific reason to give these sleep-inducing drugs FOR THE BENEFIT OF THE AUTITSIC PERSON 

Thats how the treat us and my daughter 

So back to biology

First question 

Do you sleep well?

No I can't sleep and I keep waking up 

AHH !!! so this is probably the real issue, 

What is preventing you sleep? 

The taught science is we don't know

Wel that's bollocks 

Because it's totally obvious that one of the first things you would look at in brain hierarchy

is the stage before the cortex (but we only want to look at the cortex, WE pretend the rest of the brain does not matter 

in our education)

So the stage before the Cortex is the Amygdala 

Can the Amygdala prevent you reaching DEEP SLEEP, melatonin production sleep 

YES !!!!!!!

IF the Amygdala is active and you are driven around the exponential bend of biological induced fear then you will when extremely tired be able to enter a light sleep, a sleep that does not produce melatonin 

So, this is it right here the REAL ISSUE 

The Amygdala, back again to haunt those cortices worshipping delusionists 

So is we can deactivate the Amygdala, 

That will mean the person can enter a deep sleep and produce lots of melatonin, which in turn produces the serotonin 

ITS SO OBIVOUS AND SO EASY
BUt THEY ARE TAUGHT TO INGORE THE LOWER BRAIN 

Is there a way to Treat the Amygdala and allow an AT person to enter DEEP SLEEP 

YES !!!!! 

But they are not allowed to be taught that 

Which means

Every drug they will give my daughter in the MHU will not behave in the way that it is supposed to behave

Which means doctors that follow rules must declare that the drug they are giving is not producing the results expected 

Which is obvious again because the drugs they administer are not tested on designed for people with ACTIVATED AMYGDALAs

Does an Activated Amygdala change brain chemistry 

YES massively 

So how is my daughter going to get out?

1 They are ignoring the part of biology that is making her terrified physically,

2 All the drugs and the expected outcomes they experiment with, will not produce the results like it says, "on the tin", which means as a professional person they cannot state the drugs are working, therefore they cannot release the person, until they get the expected results, the infamous loop, where 2 is affected by 1

 3 The medication that treats the Amygdala, dramatically affecting the daily life of the Autistic person is BANNNED

Ans me who grew up in a council estate ever mentions this in any formal setting, will probably have my access to my daughter removed BECAUSE IM A DANGER FOR KNOWING THE TRUTH 

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  • I’m going to suggest no one is ever a danger for knowing the truth but for How they present it. 

    Messengers got shot because they used the information as power over another. 

    The best way to present a case supported with evidence is to continue to write these ideas out over and over until you have a cohesive way of stating findings and omitting all personal speculation or opinions. 

    the problem is, even if you’re correct and you find new evidence to support Temple Grandin, people must also want to hear what you’re saying. We don’t get to demand to be heard, trust is earned unfortunately. And I think this is the the biggest bit of irony for autistic thinkers. 

    The other problem here is cognitive bias. How do I know I’m not deceived or misreading a thing. Erich Fromm has a great deal to say in the quest for sanity. Sometimes it’s best to print out medical findings and submit them without any added bias. People tend to want to listen to someone with a little humility before lending an ear to one who forces a truth.

  • I'm not trying to be offensive in any way, 

    But please realize that I'm drowning, and that comment was like standing on the side shouting buy a boat

  • I’m sorry you feel like this. I honestly wouldn’t give any advise I haven’t undergone, sometimes it is draining and difficult but never effort wasted. 

    Your daughter deserves better and I’d like to help you as well.

    honestly, I'd try to get her anti-anxiety meds as a mere tool to help think with a bit of clarity for once through problems, to shut down the everything-all-at-once overwhelming thoughts. And to help sleep. 

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  • I’m sorry you feel like this. I honestly wouldn’t give any advise I haven’t undergone, sometimes it is draining and difficult but never effort wasted. 

    Your daughter deserves better and I’d like to help you as well.

    honestly, I'd try to get her anti-anxiety meds as a mere tool to help think with a bit of clarity for once through problems, to shut down the everything-all-at-once overwhelming thoughts. And to help sleep. 

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  • There is a new study on SSRIs and Autism https://strata.blogs.bristol.ac.uk

    I sent everyone an email as I am just as frustrated at the system. They keep designing drugs for the Neurotic (non-autistic) Experience. And by that I mean, those who use and dispose of words and language like smoke and mirrors. People cannot sort out what is actually harmful from what they are 'hypnotised' into thinking. And the issue here has to do with how the Neurotic brain is socialised, which Freud, Lacan and subsequently several others theorised, all of this doesn't work with the Autist. 

    Here's what I sent. Maybe it will add to what you understand, or maybe not (if not, throw it out):

    "I believe a combination of understanding the last 100 years of psychoanalysis, much of what is being now shown in neurology studies, add neurology and understanding the social-communication differences in Autistic “neuro-wriing” vs Non-Autistic will help bring clarity. 

    From what I've read, I believe we use different parts of the brain to problem-solve, reason, analyse and understand the world.

    It seems these two things are key: 1. a lack of filtering incoming signals PLUS 2. Gamma Waves https://t.co/SkgDzU97lz that give the Autistic-Analytic brain its potential and its remarkable difference. These waves are responsible for monotopism, for ‘flow-state’, for the feeling of everything-all-at-once and making hyper connexions. These can accelerate out of control from excitement to anxiety. GABA inhibitor works different than a SSRIs. 
    If we have difficulty filtering non-human friendly sensory elements, our modern society can be experienced similar to what POWs were once tortured with. Socially, a wealth of philosophers and sociologist have broken down what’s completely new to the human experience in Modern Western Capitalism (not bad or good just different). A peel through the Jacobin and one might find, many humans are not thriving under capitalist regimes. 
    Combine these elements and the analytic brain will simply try to problem-solve what it’s too young to compute or doesn’t have access to education on. A lack of Resolution becomes a vicious loop. The human body and the very Laws of Nature are in a continual state of Balance, Re-balanace. The brain is no different. Human biology is driven toward repair. Autistic Anxiety is rarely a response to fantasy. But it is the response to an out-of-order milieu many times compounded with an inability to identify the actual physics or psychology behind what is happening. Sometimes even simply understanding the effect of unnatural sensory elements can help one tolerate it."
    I went on to add what has helped me: Anti-anxiety meds in half the recommended dose when I cannot shut my brain down and a supplemental intake of a mushroom complex. 
    There are a LOAD of things happening in society which take a great deal of work (like peeling through a library of texts) to distinguish from our own being. Once these structures are identified, it can help. I'm trying to put together a work shop to help autistic individuals work through a better understanding of who we are and how we thrive and how to identify what is just Neurotic shite.