Recently posted about having issues gf in relationship
But don't know what to think are do been in this think it's relationship not even sure as told gf at beginning she asked me if like relationship even do told her wasn't sure if capable Of one.
Never had any kind relationship before at time and at time Was going thought something feel like some kind depression where struggle just focus feel like doing anything.
Met gf from site we started talking along with depression effecting me.
At time always had problems with family that since diagnosis thought would get easier now they now why Don't go out are socialize
She said suffering depression to same as me and recently
Got out bad relationship too saying both have autism do
She more experienced in that she had relationships before
I Never been in any kind relationship before that she said
Some kind electrical connection with me even do told or
Found that difficult to understand .
She said wanted come meet me like relationship with me
Even do lived long way away that didn't mind the distance
She always change date and month tried explain family
About it but decided meet her not thinking right she didn't Meet me
Because all problems time wasn't thinking right just
Family telling what to do and needed felt like some
Company that gf said not tell family anything or give
Her address to them.
Been with her health got a lot worst enough do told her
Beginning I couldn't look after myself she said help me.
Feel like been looking after her even do told her having
Problems with it when told her having problems my health
She say she was in more pain then me I could understand
How pain she was in .
Always things going on meetings doctor appointments I always have ask her she rarely tell me going on even when She did felt like telling me parts
Recently asked her about this she said because thoughtI wasn't interested in knowing
We due move new place together but no idea going on Asked her about forms she needed fill in said didn't know what she put on them.
And asked me need make mind if want live In new place with her told her not sure do this anymore looking after her
She said i seem be coping OK even when told I'm not and That she said wouldn't survived without me helping her.
She talks about taking own life because but says wouldn't do that just saying that how bad pain is .
Not sure what to do feel like been forced becoming her carer are something gf confirmed to bed except when need toilet rarely speak are seem have anything in common
