Possible misdiagnosis?

This was a typical diagnostic in the 80s/90s for females if you didn't fit the expected young male profile. Common misdiagnosis of BPD might actually be ADHD or Autism. ADHD individuals don't mind the chaos in their minds, Autistics tend to hate it. From my research, this internal hyper-active brain is due to higher Gamma waves, which accelerate in to anxiety. These can create stress and impact emotions. Both ADHD and Autism are a mismatch for modern society, which also effects one sense of well being. One's emotional state being most likely the result of a myriad of other causes including not being taught how to destress, problem solve or exit unfortunate situations.

Both ADHD and Autism experience intense sensory impact, hyper-focus flow state & high attention to detail (not seeing the forest for the trees).

Strictly ADHD individuals seem to be able to understand both autistic and non-autistic communication. Autistic individuals tend to be more introverted and accident prone if focusing on more than one thing at a time. 

If you think perhaps you're autistic, look into these 2 main factors: https://monotropism.org

https://autisticscienceperson.com/2021/11/28/why-social-skills-training-does-not-help-autistic-people/ 

You've mentioned the gamma waves before. I'm making a mental note to follow your links on this and research. Sounds very interesting.

I'll send a link! I first took note when someone mentioned the Gamma Knife as a way to lobotomise Autistics. This sounded absurd and unethical. While it has a seemingly positive use for tumors, it kicked off some digging. Monotropism.org has a theory about the Autistic brain, which I'd happened across a few years back. I have a feeling this is a result of Gamma wave activity and believe this is the link between ADHD and Autism, but am fascinated our ADHD friends don't mind the chaos! 

The piece I don't quite know is if our issue with filtering incoming signals is specific to the autistic deign or if all humans infants are this way, only the non-autistic design learns to filter through language and semiotics with the brain-design / wiring they're born with, intaking these social "codes" like a download, which dates back to Freud/Lacan, who both noticed Autistics didn't seem to be able to create defence mechanisms. Jung broke away from this and really noticed differences between introverted types and extroverted types, and a few introverted types who didn't seem to mature through these defence mechanisms. All these chaps were on to something, even though at the time only the noticeable more 'eccentric' autistic with added needs would've been diagnosed. Looking into historic figures, I'd now reckon Kant was autistic. 

I haven't watched this yet, but I bought his book https://thedividedbrain.com

The next 2 links are biased for non-autistics, but I presume if they didn't, NTs might 'feel' less intelligent: https://www.huffpost.com/entry/autism-brain-symmetry_n_5841d0b1e4b0c68e0480b469/amp

https://www.medicaldaily.com/kids-autism-have-hyperconnected-brain-areas-could-brain-imaging-one-day-diagnose-disorder-262261

Add my own issue with this sometimes out of control mind which latches on to things, steadily accelerating and won't let me sleep, it is maddening. 

I think this is one paper (it just downloads) https://mdpi-res.com/d_attachment/brainsci/brainsci-10-00423/article_deploy/brainsci-10-00423.pdf?version=1593769446 

I'll note all that to read up on

Essentially, what we need is enough evidence to build a case for autistics to get the right care from NHS GPs. With therapists who can help give real, practical problem solving advice (cause we can't guess!) and anti-anxiety meds or THC/CDB in low dose. Plus a manual about sensory issues and access to human friendly lighting & clothing for school children. They need to make it financially sound. But first, relief. Everything else can follow. I think there's a strong enough case easily built for the need to Resolve a thing, not just medicate. 

But I tend to be better at the research part...

Essentially, what we need is enough evidence to build a case for autistics to get the right care from NHS GPs. With therapists who can help give real, practical problem solving advice (cause we can't guess!) and anti-anxiety meds or THC/CDB in low dose. Plus a manual about sensory issues and access to human friendly lighting & clothing for school children. They need to make it financially sound. But first, relief. Everything else can follow. I think there's a strong enough case easily built for the need to Resolve a thing, not just medicate. 

But I tend to be better at the research part...