Hi. I'm new here 
I don't work because of my Autism and anxiety. Both are terrible and cause shut/meltdowns which is embarrassing when it happens so I haven't applied for a few years. It's also stressful and takes it out of me.
I feel bad for not being able to work. I see my dad who works every day and very hard but I haven't ever worked. I do writing at home. Writing is one of my favourite hobbies I do it every day. I would love to do that for work but I don't think I'm good enough at all.
I'm tempted to try and apply again but it's so stressful and I don't want to make myself bad like before. It's difficult.
Sorry for writing so much.
