I have often had intense and emotional dreams for a long time now. As a child I could dream lucidly, but I have sadly lost this ability over the vistas of time.
The dream I had last night included elements from the day before, as is usual with dreams. To put it into context, the young woman who was supporting me, who like me is small in stature and looks young for her 21 years, told me that she buys trousers from the teenage section of shops because adult sized clothes don't fit her. This was after telling her that I have problems with finding trousers that fit me. I thanked her for her advice, and told her that I would check out teenage size trousers.
Anyway, last night I dreamed of standing in a line of people (strangely in the countryside!) approaching a customer information point. I had to provide ID to prove that I was under 20 years old, in order to buy teenage clothing (my actual age is almost 26!). When it got to my turn, I provided the documentation in letter form, but the documents were from 7 years ago, when I was 19, and I hoped the woman at the desk would not notice. She questioned the date on the documents, and the fact that I was still 19 years old after all these years later, but gave me a pass into teenage clothes-land all the same.
My dream then moved back and forth between me trying on teenage clothing, and me sitting on a grassy embankment feeling extremely upset, crying, and getting very emotional (I don't know whether I actually cried in my sleep, as I had water around my eyes when I woke up). In front of me was a grassy field with kids and families enjoying the sunshine, and a few teenagers walking amongst the grass. I had a pass so I could join them, but I knew that I was a fake because I was not really 19 years old, and I was crying because I felt excluded. I was also crying because there were spring and summer flowers growing along the embankment, both of which were dying. A further detail was a stream of water running past me.