from another planet

need to vent try to explain hoping someone will understand.  i feel so alone i feel like a freak i dont get people the world around me is wrong, nothing fits right.  i dont go out anywhere coz its to overwheling i only walk in the woods on my own when its a quiet time.  i walk and walk with my music on my headphones and its like im always searching waiting for something and without sounding crazy i just want a ufo to come down and take me home,  ive never felt at home and i wish i could be with people who are like me who i can be myself with.

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  • yep, felt like that long as i can remember, disconnected, alienated, outside looking in type stuff, sometimes im verging on proud? maybe not so strongly, of the "unique" perspective its given me on things, others, yeah, crap.

    but sometimes you do come across the odd person here and there, that you can get on ok with, i spose it takes a certain kind of person, with me anyway.

    but yeah, if im feeling crap, i sometimes sing: "fly me to the moon in an oxygenless suit" lol, but, thats just my sense of humour i suppose.

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  • yep, felt like that long as i can remember, disconnected, alienated, outside looking in type stuff, sometimes im verging on proud? maybe not so strongly, of the "unique" perspective its given me on things, others, yeah, crap.

    but sometimes you do come across the odd person here and there, that you can get on ok with, i spose it takes a certain kind of person, with me anyway.

    but yeah, if im feeling crap, i sometimes sing: "fly me to the moon in an oxygenless suit" lol, but, thats just my sense of humour i suppose.

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