need to vent try to explain hoping someone will understand. i feel so alone i feel like a freak i dont get people the world around me is wrong, nothing fits right. i dont go out anywhere coz its to overwheling i only walk in the woods on my own when its a quiet time. i walk and walk with my music on my headphones and its like im always searching waiting for something and without sounding crazy i just want a ufo to come down and take me home, ive never felt at home and i wish i could be with people who are like me who i can be myself with.