I need some advice please

Hi,

I suspect I'm Autistic. Everything clicks and there's a lot I could go into. 

I had a breakdown in April and have been off work since. I have no idea how I'm going to be able to handle it again. And I generally am not sure what to do?

Potentially 2 years for a DX means 2 years of this. I'm burnt out and feel either I am Autistic and everything makes sense and maybe I can get a diagnosis some day or I'm gonna crumble and go back to not wanting or being able to see how to live. I'm so tired. I can't find any support for undiagnosed in Yorkshire and everything is falling apart. 

I could go back to faking and just work myself until I crash and burn again but I haven't held a job down for for more than a year and a half. I'm 22 and live alone. 

I'm too overwhelmed.