Published on 12, July, 2020
truly, its always just, confused the hell out of me, i don't know why, maybe because im one of those people that finds a close mate and sticks to em? i dunno.
although i have the problem of burning bridges all the time, so perhaps thats one of the reasons?
ive no idea, people generally seem to like me, or at least say so, but also theres, i dunno, always felt somethings not right, in my reactions to people and theyres to me
just takes a very particular type of person to get along with me? i dunno, been thinking on for years and still dont get it
trying to type this out is confusing me even more and im now rambling lol.
Redundancy... ;c) Always keep a spare to hand...
Also more human and complex reasons, but Autism can be edgily close to psychopathy in me some days...
sorry but im seeing spares as organ "donors", but ive a twisted sense of humour haha