Im in a pretty rubbish place.
my wife and i went on holiday to visit a friend, another friend was joining us there.
it was going reasonably well, a few stressful incidents and its all just fell apart in the last 2 days.
everyone has been pushing and pushing to do more and more and ive been telling them i need to go a little slower.
and i said its would be useful to tell me whats going on, but theyve been mispresenting their plans
so i dont stress about things and then i get where ever we are going and its nothing like what they said.
I dont always feel like my autism is a great obstacle to day to day life.
but today it really sucks.
id like to cry but i cant.
holidays shouldnt be like this.
today i really hate autism.
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