Although there are no obvious signs that I have Asperger's, I never fitted in as a child at school or as a colleague in the teaching profession. Teased for my intelligence (I'm not super-bright, simply slightly above average) and at best respected for my work ethic, I have never had any friends or relationships. I've been told I look too serious/studious and put people off. (i.e. I may not have a smile on my face even though I am happy). Returning to university study, I share academic interests with others, but I am again the odd one out as a mature student. Even if I were their age, I would feel the same as when I entered college at 17. How can I stop feeling down about this? I have been told that I 'lack social capital' and have 'nothing to bring to the party'.
