Help...
Hi Steve,
I just wanted to reach out to you and say please don't kill yourself. I know it feels like you have nothing to live for right now but take it from someone who has been there, you do
I have tried to commit suicide 13 years ago and every day I am glad I didnt. I have often felt like I had nothing to live for in life, so many days I woke up wishing I was dead but now I have people who care about me and a more stable home and I feel like life is worth living.
I really truly beleive the same thing will happen to you. No matter how traumatised you are or how overwhelmed you are, please please hang in there. Its always darkest before the dawn, it will get better I promise
And you have a whole community of people here who care about you and are here for you