Hello
I realised something recently that one of the reasons I don’t want to do some things and I cancel is fear that I am more vulnerable psychologically to the outside and people
i think that I am going to ‘slower’ etc and because it’s very obvious, people often say to me ‘have you not slept very well last night’. I feel very much like a playful child on these days. I don’t have the capacity for ‘adult’.
When I wake up on a day and feel that I don’t have the capacity to cover up my autistic traits, I’m afraid I’ll be taken advantage of or targeted, shouted at. And I’ll make the wrong decisions.
what are you experiences with this?
