non-verbal

Hi!

I sometimes go non-verbal. i physically can't get the words out and it so annoying for those around me. My boyfriend and i together and i understand how annoying it must be for him, and it is also very new to him that I'm. I recently found out myself, so I'm learning a lot about myself and my autism, and it must be very confusing to him. as i am writing this i am the most non-verbal i have ever been, at lest of what i can remember. usually when it happens it more like i really don't want to talk and therefore say no more than i have to, but now as I'm writing this, i physically can't get myself to talk at all, it's like I'm blocked. 

how would you describe your non-veerbal episodes if you have them? do you have any advice on how i can explain it to my boyfriend in a way he can understand?