Hi you remember me few months ago when I was showing off how I worked 15 hours a day in corpo to make money and after that I had a meltdown
Well let's go back to earth although everything I told you was the truth I wasn't really adult Autistic
Now I'm 19 and I moved out from my parents and I am going to live independently although it's hard but I love hard challanges
I've been through a lot of traumatic events when I was a child I was often bullied and my parents were not nice to me I had to move out from them because I couldn't stand them it was awful they neglected me a lot but now people treat me very well I really never have experienced such kindnes
So many things have changed in my life recently
When I left my house I made a lot of mistakes because my parents didn't prepare me well to adult life I took 5 heavy bags and I've taken them to my apartament in my crazy style by my hands I might've taken them by car but i was still a little me by then I also didn't have the disability assesment and to go to university without it was also crazy thing because I really don't know what's going on there because it requires communication well in secondary school i was in my own world not talking to anyone and I was fine I was afraid that they will be going after me and treat me almost like an animal or stupid Autistic child but I am adult Autistic now and people treat me very well there is nothing to be afraid it's very sad what has hapoened to me in the past but maybe I will be great one day and I will start my own business as i said some time ago howewer I will need to have a very good secretaries next thing is that I am bipolar and when I went to work 15 hours a day in corporation i had a manic episode and I was sure that I can do anything now I'm depressed but I take the medications
Everything should be fine I will get my disability because the university is a higher league in communication with people you know? and I will get some medications to depression and when I'll be fine I will continue my crazy life and I probably will start a business one day because it is my great dream but i need to be more rational than I was really I will also have a car soon and I will study and work a lot untill hopefully I will become some kimd of Elon Musk one day howewer I'm not so invincible as I thought
Everything will be fine
Have a great day my great Autistic friends
