I couldn't sleep and then this poem started forming in my head so I thought I would write it down and share it.
I am not happy enough; sometimes it doesn’t show on my face
I am not sad enough; or too happy, or wrong time or wrong place
I am not talking enough; sometimes I just don’t know what to say
I am not attentive enough; my inner thoughts can lead me astray
I am not friendly enough; but sometimes I am too much
I am not physical enough; I sometimes just don’t like the touch
I am not listening enough; I hear sounds that others don’t hear
I am not understanding enough; or I sometimes I just get the wrong idea
I am not trusting enough; I have been hurt too much before
I am not social enough; only to a point, then I can take no more
I am not autistic enough; other people just don’t see
I am only not enough because they won’t let enough be me
