Does anyone else have people proximity issues,, in quenues, walking in the streets, in shops, on buses, in waiting rooms, etc(x million). ? The closer people are too you physically and maybe cognitively it causes, stress, anxiety and panic attack
Does anyone else have people proximity issues,, in quenues, walking in the streets, in shops, on buses, in waiting rooms, etc(x million). ? The closer people are too you physically and maybe cognitively it causes, stress, anxiety and panic attack
Scientists are starting to realise a state of emotional valence does exist in the environment.
For me, I can feel the different in my environment by just gazing with my mind. Call it chi, or give it fancy names,, but I can easily feel differences between objects. Suppose everyone ELse can, they call it atmosphere. Sometimes, I see a wavy heat haze or white light rain, this scares me because the ego- goes ! do I have brain tumour 
, I swear if I wish too I could bend light, space and objects like water.
Even had the going back and into a tunnel experience and if I keep writing,, they will lock me up. Think you mindwill stop here.
Basically I am too sensitive to self and the selfbeing bigger than the mind, it causes extremely high ego mind anxiety and being near people is like drinking black poison, hence looking in there eyes is an universe of sorrow getting transferred onto me. So I look away, as I do not have the emotional energy to transmute them.
Scientists are starting to realise a state of emotional valence does exist in the environment.
For me, I can feel the different in my environment by just gazing with my mind. Call it chi, or give it fancy names,, but I can easily feel differences between objects. Suppose everyone ELse can, they call it atmosphere. Sometimes, I see a wavy heat haze or white light rain, this scares me because the ego- goes ! do I have brain tumour , I swear if I wish too I could bend light, space and objects like water.
Even had the going back and into a tunnel experience and if I keep writing,, they will lock me up. Think you mindwill stop here.
Basically I am too sensitive to self and the selfbeing bigger than the mind, it causes extremely high ego mind anxiety and being near people is like drinking black poison, hence looking in there eyes is an universe of sorrow getting transferred onto me. So I look away, as I do not have the emotional energy to transmute them.
