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I would say: Self-stimulation? Desire for love?

turns out there was text there but was edited to X 

So now we're waiting for curtain to lift?

Nothing explicit or overly personal, just a problem that I decided it was better to talk about one-to-one with somebody, rather than on a forum.

Nothing explicit or overly personal, just a problem that I decided it was better to talk about one-to-one with somebody, rather than on a forum.