Is it normal to feel like you don’t want to look the meanings of words because you’d rather want people to tell you them? I think this could be my autism does anyone else have this? Also I’m starting to get really frustrated with my autism, I feel like I’m behind in development skills which makes me feel mad and I feel worried my life is at risk because of my autism, if I don’t get an EHCP what will I do with my education then? I feel so weird and it doesn’t make sense. Advice? I also feel like people see me as just some autistic person who is behind and is stupid and needs a lot of help to even do basic stuff. I wish I was neurotypical.