No one wants to understand

I'm a shell of a person. Inside I'm already dead.

The trauma of past abuse, being abandoned by services, friends and family members.

Nobody understands because no one sticks around long enough to find out. If you only see person a few minute of course you only have a superficial understanding of them.

Every day I hope I'll die in my sleep.

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  • I am so sorry to hear how you feel

    I dont know if this will help but here goes.

    I know a few people who have been through childhood abuse and trauma and while they never fully get over it they can lead lives that make them comfortbale, they can find love and they can find a form of contentment. 

    You might never fully get over your trauma but it does not have to control the rest of your life. Even with biological depresson which I have had my whole life.
    Its like a disability almost, you might not be cured but you can have a life despite it. 

    All Im saying is there is hope, I promise you. Please dont give up. This whole community is here for you

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  • I am so sorry to hear how you feel

    I dont know if this will help but here goes.

    I know a few people who have been through childhood abuse and trauma and while they never fully get over it they can lead lives that make them comfortbale, they can find love and they can find a form of contentment. 

    You might never fully get over your trauma but it does not have to control the rest of your life. Even with biological depresson which I have had my whole life.
    Its like a disability almost, you might not be cured but you can have a life despite it. 

    All Im saying is there is hope, I promise you. Please dont give up. This whole community is here for you

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