I was meant to be going home this weekend for leave. My wife and I had things planned. But things aren't going so well with the anorexia so home leave isn't happening. Have been crying since before lunch.
And I've upset someone on here. A mum. I'm truly sorry. I don't want to look at the thread again - yes I am cowardly and I can't take it - but I am sorry. I shouldn't have been so judgemental and hostile.
Maybe all this is my karma.
