Another sunny day in hell

I was meant to be going home this weekend for leave. My wife and I had things planned. But things aren't going so well with the anorexia so home leave isn't happening. Have been crying since before lunch.

And I've upset someone on here. A mum. I'm truly sorry. I don't want to look at the thread again - yes I am cowardly and I can't take it - but I am sorry. I shouldn't have been so judgemental and hostile.

Maybe all this is my karma.

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  • i'm sorry you feel this way, i hope you feel a bit brighter soon, we are all here to help if we can

  • Hi there, don't be hard on yourself, your human. The challenges that face us or mistakes we make are a learning for us. Think, reflect and try to do better, challenges and mistakes are lifes way of teaching us lessons. One must be kind to one self and others. Forgive yourself and be sincere in your apology to anyone you may have hurt. Whatever challenge one may face in life, one can always make it better. Look to the colours of the rainbow rather than the thunderstorm. 

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  • Hi there, don't be hard on yourself, your human. The challenges that face us or mistakes we make are a learning for us. Think, reflect and try to do better, challenges and mistakes are lifes way of teaching us lessons. One must be kind to one self and others. Forgive yourself and be sincere in your apology to anyone you may have hurt. Whatever challenge one may face in life, one can always make it better. Look to the colours of the rainbow rather than the thunderstorm. 

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