Another sunny day in hell

I was meant to be going home this weekend for leave. My wife and I had things planned. But things aren't going so well with the anorexia so home leave isn't happening. Have been crying since before lunch.

And I've upset someone on here. A mum. I'm truly sorry. I don't want to look at the thread again - yes I am cowardly and I can't take it - but I am sorry. I shouldn't have been so judgemental and hostile.

Maybe all this is my karma.

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  • It's ok, nothing is your karma. Why not look at is as your growing, learning and doing better. We should never be hard on ourselves, we must remember we are human. Our challenges in life are our life's lessons. Reflect on why you did what you did. Be sincere to yourself and the other. Forgive yourself as well as asking for forgiveness and then purify your heart and soul again, by ensuring nothing will be repeated and let it go and move on. Tomorrow's another day to be and do better. Always see the colours of the rainbow rather than the thunderstorm. 

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  • It's ok, nothing is your karma. Why not look at is as your growing, learning and doing better. We should never be hard on ourselves, we must remember we are human. Our challenges in life are our life's lessons. Reflect on why you did what you did. Be sincere to yourself and the other. Forgive yourself as well as asking for forgiveness and then purify your heart and soul again, by ensuring nothing will be repeated and let it go and move on. Tomorrow's another day to be and do better. Always see the colours of the rainbow rather than the thunderstorm. 

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