I was on an online sermon which discussed rejection, through the story of the Wives of Jacob. There was jealousy, misuse of sexuality and the need to feel loved.
The signal stopped working, however I got more than enough for me to relate. I was never praised at home, so I became competitive on tests and homework at school. Then I belittled Classmates. I didn't know any better.
Now, I have a huge sense of inferiority and lack of self-worth. My brain never shuts down.
