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What an Autistic ENTJ is capable of?

Jacob D

Welcome again my great Autistic friends I wasn't here for a while howewer I'm back again

Today I will tell you what I just did

My childhood dream was to start a business because I did also think who I would like to be in the future I came to the conclusion that the most money gain the one who have a business so that I always wanted to be entrepreneur

Now I am 18 and I think about that all the time and I am taking actions for this purpose I am gaining knowladge and I have savings already howewer I thought that I still have not enough money so that I decided to get a job I sent a lot of messages to any employer I could and at last I got a response then I went to work in black it was like armagedon first day I was working for 13 hours and after that I had a meltdown and I went home in total panic maybe I shouldn't tell you what I was doing then because it was not pleasent to put it mildly well I decided to work more because I am total badass I did this work almost for month I had few hard meltdowns after work I was even self injurious one day after 13 hours of working first stages of meltdown started and I was almost completely unresponsive one coworker asked me if I am 3 years old because I act like that I managed to get out of this situation somehow one day I worked for 15 hours and after that I also had a meltdown in home well I usually don't have such meltdowns last time I had was a few years ago when I decided to go to school with no support howewer most days weren't so exhausting sometimes 10 hours sometimes 11 sometimes 8 but also it was only 4 or 3 days a week and I admire the businessman for that so much that's just genius the less days people spend in work the more time they have for consumption and for spending that money they spend money and then they are forced to work more so that they are producing more in 3 days than 5 and this rule was discovered by ford who shortened the work week from 6 days to 5 when I will have a business I will probably make exactly the same work organisation besides that sensory issues weren't so bad it was cold because we were working in cold rooms to freeze mushrooms and my work was about mushrooms you really didn't see anywhere so much mushrooms they flew like a river and I like cold I don't like hot maybe it wasn't so bright howewer sometimes the lights were really annoying and communication with people was really difficult sometimes misunderstandings were one at half a minute people were annoyed at me and often shouted because I often didn't understand them somehow but it was also frustrating to me that I tried so much and I couldn't do it but I did my job the best I could and today I both got a payment and got fired payment was really acceptable although I worked in black well businessman was honest because the honesty is very profitable value in business but in politics not so much and I would be suprised if such a good businessman from who even I could take an example deceived me I got fired because it was a decision on lower level the lower manager said that there is not much commodity right now and my work is not needed I don't know if he suspected that something is not right with me well I don't look people into their eyes but this doesn't really matter I could be sad because I lost my job I could be happy because this nightmare is finally over and maybe I won't have flashbacks but I have such character that emotions don't really play a role the results are what matters if my feelings played a role I wouldn't have gone to this job for obvious reasons well it was absolutely terrible idea howewer I did just that just because it was so terrible the challange and the acheivement are things that keep me moving forward and well I also got into the Warsaw University of Technology some time ago because I live in Poland it was really no problem because I got the best math score in school which is the best school in my city and I could easily go to any studies major I will keep moving forward rapidly and with the persistance at all cost because I want to realize great endevours I will make my dreams a reality and I am certain that I will crush utterly any obsticle that stands in my way

And maybe I will enter the forum from time to time and write something when I'm not too busy because you are all my great Autistic friends

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  • I've noticed with NT is that if you're the entrepreneur, and owned your own business, they will think of you better and treat you differently, than if you're just someone who is a new hire (who might be seen by others as clueless, slow, and other negative things). I mean if you're a business owner, you are automatically seen in a good light by them, because they want success, money, and other high status and valuable things, so they'd just be attracted to talking to you. I mean, that's a lot easier than trying to actively find others to talk to and socially interact with. 

    And if you're working under a company, and get promoted and have more responsibilities you're in charge of others and in charge of a department, that can also be respected, depending on how you run it of course. And it makes others go easier on social miscommunication.

    But I'm an INFJ, I don't really strive to be in charge, but I put myself into that position because socialization is just a lot easier and less of a headache. 

    Anyways, I imagine that working in cold temperatures for long hours can be stressful, and the other workers might just be irritable because of the cold. And places with a walk-in freezer is really tough on the body, because of switching between temperatures, (from normal temperatures, to cold, then back to normal), and doing that over and over again, could make you sick. The only other place that I can think of that has freezing cold temperatures would be if you worked in cryogenics, but that's probably going to be an uncomfortable cold temoerature.

  • in reply to Hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliophobia

    Yes it's true that people are going to treat you better if you are in high position and if you are powerful if you are weak you are nothing well some years ago I was treated almost like a stupid animal because I displayed many strange Autistic behaviours and I was basically watched over all the time in school howewer It's not so bad after all I became friends with my 2 special teachers and they are helping me sometimes I am actually very responsible organised and intelligent person Autism is not my fault although if I had a choice I would've chosen to be Autistic anyway and because of these traits and my extreme willpower through which working 15 hours one day is not a big issue I am actually not High Functioning Autistic but rather Super High Functioning Autistic really I function better than most neurotypicals I have more money more knowladge and more power and those who know me also know that I am not to be disregarded howewer I don't want to fall into arrogance because this can have tragic consequences mutual respect is a basis paraphrasing Xi Jinping through tenecious struggle I showed others that I have stood up and the times in which I could be bullied and abused by others are gone forever and I as a person have a strong sense of pride and confidence I have never bullied oppressed or subjugated anyone and by the same token I will never allow anyone to bully opress or subjugate me 

    It's really interesting that I was always somehow immune to cold temperatures I really don't know it's probably my Autistic trait I have touch supersensitivity and aspecially deep touch I don't like to be hugged tightly or measuring blood pressure is really painful and I have deep and total sense of the position of my body parts but I don't feel so much on the surface and for example the clothes or tag isn't a problem at all so that if I feel more in deep where the body temperature is warmer I could be feeling warmer than other people and being in cold temperature is very comfortable howewer hot weather sometimes puts me off and in summer I often cannot sleep howewer in winter I sleep with open windows 

  • in reply to Jacob D

    Yeah, I find that our predisposition to not mind constantly working to obsessive levels, whether it be physically or mentally, will boost our skills and abilities significantly, so that they are much higher than average. But because our skills can surpass others, they can become envious and jealous, and that is unfortunate, and it can result in bullying, so that you might never know your worth and get ahead of them.

    I seem the opposite in terms of temperature. I can sleep in summer with a blanket on, because I can withstand being really warm, but I dislike the sun on hot summer days because it feels like the sun is cooking my skin. Cool temperatures feel great, but freezing cold weather is not for me. I can give light hugs, but other people can squeeze me very hard and that's uncomfortable. I can wear cotton shirts and jeans, loose and baggy clothing, but any hard or scratchy fabrics or anything tight will be uncomfortable for me. 

    And I think you'll do best if you think of an idea and start a business. If you can work 15 hours in a day for someone else, you can definately put that same amount of time and effort into running your own business. 

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  • in reply to Jacob D

    Yeah, I find that our predisposition to not mind constantly working to obsessive levels, whether it be physically or mentally, will boost our skills and abilities significantly, so that they are much higher than average. But because our skills can surpass others, they can become envious and jealous, and that is unfortunate, and it can result in bullying, so that you might never know your worth and get ahead of them.

    I seem the opposite in terms of temperature. I can sleep in summer with a blanket on, because I can withstand being really warm, but I dislike the sun on hot summer days because it feels like the sun is cooking my skin. Cool temperatures feel great, but freezing cold weather is not for me. I can give light hugs, but other people can squeeze me very hard and that's uncomfortable. I can wear cotton shirts and jeans, loose and baggy clothing, but any hard or scratchy fabrics or anything tight will be uncomfortable for me. 

    And I think you'll do best if you think of an idea and start a business. If you can work 15 hours in a day for someone else, you can definately put that same amount of time and effort into running your own business. 

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  • in reply to Jacob D

    Yes I agree that everyone can do amazing things. I also like Elon Musk a lot, and I've been watching of videos of him lately. He just seems like a very genuine and interesting person. 

    I hope that you'll be successful in your business endeavors. I mean I get panicked if I think about starting and running a business by myself, I don't think I have the guts to do it, so if you can do it, you have overcome a fear that me and probably many people have, and I think that's respectable.

  • in reply to Hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliophobia

    Yes you can do amazing things regardless if you are autistic or neurotypical Elon Musk who is my idol and I read his biography has asperger syndrome

    Sensory issues are actually very weird I don't know it's just like that I like cold you like hot

    Yes I am very capable person I'm sure that if I start a business it will go very well and entrepreneurship is actually one of my special interests