no regrets about it, they didn’t pick up on it in 1980s, wrote very angry post last sunday. Have recovered from eating disorders, and alcoholism and given up smoking. Lucky to be alive nearly 40 cant believe it. By brother who is autistic and has learning difficulties is one of the kindest good hearted people i know and will be with us over the weekend. I am not going to do any of the damaging things i did for so long. Went to hospital coped despite sensory overload wish everybody a good weekend.