Have been admitted to hospital with my eating disorder.
I don't feel strong enough to live through any of this. Anorexia, Covid, the breakdown of my marriage that surely is going to happen now. I'm sick of being so scared all the time. Maybe it's best if I just drift away. But there is part of me that so wants to fight this and knows I'm in the right place.
I'm just so angry at Autism for doing this to me.