getting my ideal job

Have you thought of volunteering for St John's Ambulance to get experience? They will also train you and build your confidence.

i have thought about it and will look at doing it also i would be a good confidants boost, but would like to do ambulance crew with st johns however when i called them they said to me i have to be a student paramedic to join them

i have thought about it and will look at doing it also i would be a good confidants boost, but would like to do ambulance crew with st johns however when i called them they said to me i have to be a student paramedic to join them

I agree with Gerty dont give up

Also there may be local charities which provide lifts to take people for hospital appointments or similar. 

Another good charity to volunteer for is British Red Cross, not quite the same but you can get experience and first aid training with them.