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Why do I not feel Human?

JackOSullivan007

I am a College Student the only member of the Class with Autism/Tourettes and not many People fully understand me.

I find it hard to trust People (It took me ages to trust my Best Friend (Brother from another Mother). I sometimes have suicial thoughts and I know that this is bad  but sometimes this life gets to much stress coming in. Being different.

I hate that I cannot go out in Public because I am scared of the Unknowning laughing Citizens who don't know me or don't try to understand me. They see me tic or hear me talk to my Friends about something negative, the Public begin to laugh and I sometimes want to beat the hell out of the Public. My Best Friend helps calm me down, he has HF Autism so he know what being Autistic is like.

Why do I feel like this and what can I do to calm down from these thoughts.

Feel free to reply all replys will be happily accepted.

Jack.

  • Thanks for the reply.

    I am not very good at converting fear into something fun. I don't have much fun unless with Friends. But thanks for the reply and I will give it a try. =)

    Jack.

  • Dont be scared of being scared.

    Fear is useful, it increases alertness and strength, a lot of people find it fun.

     

    There are a lot of horrible people, but most of them are more scared of you than you should be of them.

    Dont let fear control you, try and face it and use it and play with it.