Took the leap

so i done it, filled out ask my GP with my suspicions. 
kinda feel anxious as i dont want parents to know lol plus i click the "email me" on how to respond and they still usually ring me up which is pretty annoying.
that alone makes me feel anxious then the possible life changes that would come from it too. i dunno its like i want help but i dont at the same time.
id probably feel happier if they told me im daft and ignored it and life went on as usual, but then again thats not very good for the future as im just basically driving off a cliff.
logically i need a change, but now im so anxious i feel like i wanna poop, but i already pooped lol
which is kinda how you can see how someone in our position gets locked into inactivity and doing nothing. 

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  • Don't worry, I also felt some of that at first but I'm glad I did, because looking back, I'd got myself in a right mess and I couldn't cope, so I am proud of myself that I took the plunge and asked for help (even though it is entirely out of character for me). I have been on the waiting list for 6 months now and it's given me time to get used to the idea.

    Bear in mind, you can always duck out of the process if you decide later that you don't want to do it.

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  • Don't worry, I also felt some of that at first but I'm glad I did, because looking back, I'd got myself in a right mess and I couldn't cope, so I am proud of myself that I took the plunge and asked for help (even though it is entirely out of character for me). I have been on the waiting list for 6 months now and it's given me time to get used to the idea.

    Bear in mind, you can always duck out of the process if you decide later that you don't want to do it.

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