Took the leap

so i done it, filled out ask my GP with my suspicions. 
kinda feel anxious as i dont want parents to know lol plus i click the "email me" on how to respond and they still usually ring me up which is pretty annoying.
that alone makes me feel anxious then the possible life changes that would come from it too. i dunno its like i want help but i dont at the same time.
id probably feel happier if they told me im daft and ignored it and life went on as usual, but then again thats not very good for the future as im just basically driving off a cliff.
logically i need a change, but now im so anxious i feel like i wanna poop, but i already pooped lol
which is kinda how you can see how someone in our position gets locked into inactivity and doing nothing. 

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  • Well done! Good luck!

    Remember your parents only need to know if you choose to involve them.

    I'm totally getting the inactivity thing. I'm normally a busy little bee with all my special interests or hobbies, but I'm in so much shock over this, sitting and thinking about it in ever greater depth to the exclusion of all else has become my daily norm.

    Waiting on an assessment myself and I'll damn pleased when it's over so I can go back to the activities that normally consume my all mental energy, lol.

    And what with my IBS, I'm quite sure quite a lot of poop will be involved come the week of the assessment too (If that's not an inappropriate thing to say, lol. Hell, it's a forum for ASC. Who cares? I think I'll be forgiven.)

    Keep us posted on your progress.

  • i think they are ignoring it as i suspected lol filled the ask a gp online gp thing out 2 days ago and still not answered it. which tbh i dunno maybe thats good because i was thinking of cancelling it anyway, i even put my phone on silence because this gp i had previously who always phones and ignores the "reply by email" i clicked seems to have been assigned to it. i cant even understand him so well over the phone due to his accent. probably a cool guy but probably is a type from a country that would brush this off as a fake western made up thing.

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  • i think they are ignoring it as i suspected lol filled the ask a gp online gp thing out 2 days ago and still not answered it. which tbh i dunno maybe thats good because i was thinking of cancelling it anyway, i even put my phone on silence because this gp i had previously who always phones and ignores the "reply by email" i clicked seems to have been assigned to it. i cant even understand him so well over the phone due to his accent. probably a cool guy but probably is a type from a country that would brush this off as a fake western made up thing.

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